Saturday, March 6
Lyf`s getting more bored for me. It seems that my usual routines are studying. Even weekends I`m stuck in the library for long hours. I thought I`d take a break today as Common Test is over. And the next big thing is my SPE 1. Truly scary.
I`d upload my new works for Zuraina. Sorry for the late updates.
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And yesterday was Nenek`s bday. My aunt, Mok, invited our closed ones for a mini-celebration for Nenek. It was meant to be a surprise. And when ayah was reciting the doa selamat, Nenek was in tears. It seemes like a family reunion. But the feelings are not the same. I`d wish everything would really go back the usual way. Long way to go I guess. And I truly, truly miss my adk2 sedara.
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And this Guy. I missed hym truckloads! I truly, truly miss you. I`m sory for the attitude I gave you this past few days. I`m wrong. I`m just so stressed up with my O levels. Everything seemed to be nearing so soon. And common test. I started to lose faith in me when I received my chem paper last week. Because for one reason, I know I spent the most hour on chem then on my other papers. Yet I still failed. It was reali devastating. But when Ms Wong said I did improve, it did give me a sense of satisfaction. And I guess I need to put in even more effort before I could achieve my targets. This is getting scary.
But thank god, BF is truly undastanding. And I`m reali happy we`d get to spent tym on our monthsary. Thank you for the day! =) nk lagi tau !
And this is specially for you.
Dearest Bf, I know these past few days has been bad for us. I`d be in a bad mood n without knowing, you became my victim. I`m sorry for the harsh words I used. Too harsh. But I know no matter what, you`d owaes be here at the end of the day. Thats why I love you so much. I`m truly deeply, madly, insanely in love with you Nasrul. I dont care of who you are or your status, I only cared about how you`re gonna love me and my family. Thank you for Everything bf ! =) You`re the best ok ? Muacks!
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